After a disastrous day yesterday, we thought the boys must have learned their lesson. Unfortunately, it wasn't the case. I am sad and disappointed to say that Ethan didn't learn his lesson. He was still out of control. Because of his disobedience, he lost his chance to play in the snow with Noah and daddy. He was so sad and frustrated, but it had to be done. He was only allowed to watch Noah and daddy play out in the yard from the window.
Noah, on the other hand, was not as bad. In fact, he actually ate really well through all the meals. I usually get really frustrated with his eating behavior, (playing, distracted, super-slow) but today with the incentive of playing with snow after lunch, he quickly finished his big bowl of noodles. I was also surprised that he finished his whole bowl of spaghetti without having to set the timer (we usually do). He got to enjoy dessert - yummy grapes!
Before going to bed, I told Ethan to go ask daddy if he can play with snow tomorrow if he's good. Daddy told him it's a new day tomorrow, and we don't keep his record of wrongs. I prayed with both of them for God to guard their hearts, mouths, hands, and feet, for them to choose to be good.
Dear God, it's been so frustrating this last few days. I confessed that I have been yelling again and not showing the best example to be gentle myself. Lord, I ask that you would work in my heart, to cleanse me and change my own attitude first. Tomorrow is a new day, may your spirit remind all of us to be gentle, to choose to be good. Even when things get tough, help me to run to you first instead of my own ways. Quiet me and calm me down when the boys show attitude, help me to use your word to encourage and discipline. Help all of us to turn to you for wisdom, empower us with your love and grace. In Jesus' name. Amen.
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