We finished our last week of co-ops last week and had our year-end party today. I cannot believe we won't be meeting up next year. However, driving into the city each week, dropping Steve off at work downtown and then the boys at different homes have been logistically challenging. I get so exhausted especially since I had to teach at the same time. Even though we won't be meeting in the fall, I still hope the kids will keep up their friendship by doing regular playdates. It was so nice to see the kids grow up and become buddies.
During the party, the kids each did a show-and-tell to show off their best work over the past year. It ranged from Science Fair awarded projects to artwork to writing projects. Ethan read aloud one of his poems "Happiness" which is going to be published in the Creative Communications poetry book. I thought he was going to be mumbling through the reading but he was actually confident and articulate. Noah brought his favorite Kindergarten workbook and flipped through telling everyone how he likes to work with it. Even little Bethany did her own show-and-tell with Noah's workbook!
I'm so thankful to all the co-op teachers who had challenged and shaped our boys. Each of them love and care for them a lot and I'm sure the boys will miss having them as teachers! We will continue to join Learning Vine for the next school year for enrichment classes, so the boys will be able to expand their horizons and meet other kids from different backgrounds. However, it won't be the same without their best buddies!
Here is Ethan's Simile poem "Happiness".
We finished our last week of co-ops last week and had our year-end party today. I cannot believe we won't be meeting up next year. However, driving into the city each week, dropping Steve off at work downtown and then the boys at different homes have been logistically challenging. I get so exhausted especially since I had to teach at the same time. Even though we won't be meeting in the fall, I still hope the kids will keep up their friendship by doing regular playdates. It was so nice to see the kids grow up and become buddies.
During the party, the kids each did a show-and-tell to show off their best work over the past year. It ranged from Science Fair awarded projects to artwork to writing projects. Ethan read aloud one of his poems "Happiness" which is going to be published in the Creative Communications poetry book. I thought he was going to be mumbling through the reading but he was actually confident and articulate. Noah brought his favorite Kindergarten workbook and flipped through telling everyone how he likes to work with it. Even little Bethany did her own show-and-tell with Noah's workbook!
I'm so thankful to all the co-op teachers who had challenged and shaped our boys. Each of them love and care for them a lot and I'm sure the boys will miss having them as teachers! We will continue to join Learning Vine for the next school year for enrichment classes, so the boys will be able to expand their horizons and meet other kids from different backgrounds. However, it won't be the same without their best buddies!
Here is Ethan's Simile poem "Happiness".
Happiness smells like yummy cake.
Happiness tastes like chocolate.
Happiness sounds like a noisy laugh.
Happiness looks like opening presents on Christmas day.
Happiness feels like freezing snow in my hands when I shovel snow with my dad.
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
If he wants to be a clown...then let him be!
I wonder if every 6 year old boy goes through this....but Ethan has been acting more and more like a clown lately. He is getting the wrong attention from others by acting funny, saying weird and funny things, and enjoy the response from his friends. It's been spreading to his last two Sunday school class and the last lesson at our co-op.
Steve and I were trying to figure out what to do to discipline him. We had talks with him previously about this sort of behavior but it didn't seem to affect him in any way. Taking away things would not matter as much to him at this point and can't connect to the bad behavior. So I came up with this. I grabbed a plastic take-out soup container, wrapped it with a green construction paper, and wrote "clown" on it with a sharpie. Ethan had to wear the "clown" hat for 10 minutes against the wall with all of us watching. I even took a photo of it. This might seem excessive and even mean. The 10 minutes was tough for Ethan. He cried the whole time. Steve then had a long talk with him in his room.
This morning I had another talk with him asking how he felt when he was goofing off during class. He told me he wanted to be funny. I said that it's okay to be funny sometimes and make people laugh, but doing so in a classroom setting is definitely not appropriate. I asked how he felt when he had to wear the "clown" hat last night. He said he felt sad. I told him that real clowns belong in a circus and our family is not a circus.
Today we also learned the bible verse "Even a child is known by his actions, whether their conduct is pure and right." (Proverbs 20:11). I explained to both boys that their actions can result in good reputation or bad reputation for both themselves and their parents. They wouldn't want people to know them by being naughty and disrespectful, but rather helpful and gentle, and have self-control.
Lord, thank you for giving me patience today to teach the boys these lessons. It's been so hard to be consistent, to be tough. But you command us to train up our children in your ways. Lord, give me strength and grace to work with them. Give me teachable moments so I can teach them with your word. May they keep your word in their hearts and have the desire to do good. Tomorrow is another day. In Jesus' name. Amen.
Steve and I were trying to figure out what to do to discipline him. We had talks with him previously about this sort of behavior but it didn't seem to affect him in any way. Taking away things would not matter as much to him at this point and can't connect to the bad behavior. So I came up with this. I grabbed a plastic take-out soup container, wrapped it with a green construction paper, and wrote "clown" on it with a sharpie. Ethan had to wear the "clown" hat for 10 minutes against the wall with all of us watching. I even took a photo of it. This might seem excessive and even mean. The 10 minutes was tough for Ethan. He cried the whole time. Steve then had a long talk with him in his room.
This morning I had another talk with him asking how he felt when he was goofing off during class. He told me he wanted to be funny. I said that it's okay to be funny sometimes and make people laugh, but doing so in a classroom setting is definitely not appropriate. I asked how he felt when he had to wear the "clown" hat last night. He said he felt sad. I told him that real clowns belong in a circus and our family is not a circus.
Today we also learned the bible verse "Even a child is known by his actions, whether their conduct is pure and right." (Proverbs 20:11). I explained to both boys that their actions can result in good reputation or bad reputation for both themselves and their parents. They wouldn't want people to know them by being naughty and disrespectful, but rather helpful and gentle, and have self-control.
Lord, thank you for giving me patience today to teach the boys these lessons. It's been so hard to be consistent, to be tough. But you command us to train up our children in your ways. Lord, give me strength and grace to work with them. Give me teachable moments so I can teach them with your word. May they keep your word in their hearts and have the desire to do good. Tomorrow is another day. In Jesus' name. Amen.
Monday, May 19, 2014
Running a tight ship is....exhausting!
We've always been trying to train the kids to obey the first time instead of having to count 1, 2, 3. However, it's easier said than done. Lately due to tiredness, laziness, and other reasons, we've been more loose in our discipline, resulting in kids who are slow to respond to our calls. What really raised the red flag was when Ethan's Sunday school teacher told us that he wasn't responding when he was called on 7-8 times. We knew at that point that things needed to change immediately.
Steve and I had a long talk about how and where we went wrong. Mainly we had been giving too many chances for the boys to come to us, and too many warnings before discipline occurs. Our action plan is to keep the boys on their toes, and expect them to obey the first time or discipline happens right away.
It's been a week now and things have been better. When they're called, they would say they're coming and respond quicker. I'm hoping this will come naturally and become a good habit.
Another thing that's been tough was school time. The boys were just used to learning against things and sitting in whatever position they wanted. I allowed them to be too comfortable and they had a hard time paying attention.
To change this, I asked them to sit on two plastic stools so they can sit up straight, with their bottoms on the seat the whole time. They still fidget and struggle to sit still, but it's in working progress.
Running a tight ship this week has been sooooo exhausting physically, emotionally, and mentally! However, I praise God that I see little progress here and there. We should always rejoice in small victories!
Steve and I had a long talk about how and where we went wrong. Mainly we had been giving too many chances for the boys to come to us, and too many warnings before discipline occurs. Our action plan is to keep the boys on their toes, and expect them to obey the first time or discipline happens right away.
It's been a week now and things have been better. When they're called, they would say they're coming and respond quicker. I'm hoping this will come naturally and become a good habit.
Another thing that's been tough was school time. The boys were just used to learning against things and sitting in whatever position they wanted. I allowed them to be too comfortable and they had a hard time paying attention.
To change this, I asked them to sit on two plastic stools so they can sit up straight, with their bottoms on the seat the whole time. They still fidget and struggle to sit still, but it's in working progress.
Running a tight ship this week has been sooooo exhausting physically, emotionally, and mentally! However, I praise God that I see little progress here and there. We should always rejoice in small victories!
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Easter eggs got thrown out
Today is the 4th day of school since Spring Break. I didn't expect the boys to be perfectly behaved from all the playing they'd done over the break, but when it came to prayer time, I needed them to be serious. I let them pray first and there were both fine, then it was my turn. I took a little longer to pray and since I heard no sound from the boys, I thought they must be good and listening. Of course once I opened my eyes, Ethan was playing with an empty Easter egg shell, and Noah was playing with his Iron Man costume gloves. I was upset, I was mad. I told Ethan because he decided to play with the egg shell while I prayed, he will lose all the Easter eggs. Noah had to take off his costume and can't wear it for the whole day. Was I too mean?
I asked the boys the same question. Was mommy being mean? Both of them said yes. I had to explain to them that I wasn't being mean but I had to teach them about their actions lead to consequences, good or bad. It might be seem that I have overreacted, but I really needed the boys to understand the seriousness of prayer time and the importance of respect for God and people who are praying. This has been a ongoing issue with them, they don't have the fear of God yet.
I have to admit though, I have second thoughts about throwing the all the eggs out. Should I have only thrown out one or a few? Ethan was very sad but didn't throw a tantrum which was shocking to me. I calmed him down and explained my reasons, he was fine. I think it was wild but hopefully a good decision made.
I asked the boys the same question. Was mommy being mean? Both of them said yes. I had to explain to them that I wasn't being mean but I had to teach them about their actions lead to consequences, good or bad. It might be seem that I have overreacted, but I really needed the boys to understand the seriousness of prayer time and the importance of respect for God and people who are praying. This has been a ongoing issue with them, they don't have the fear of God yet.
I have to admit though, I have second thoughts about throwing the all the eggs out. Should I have only thrown out one or a few? Ethan was very sad but didn't throw a tantrum which was shocking to me. I calmed him down and explained my reasons, he was fine. I think it was wild but hopefully a good decision made.
Monday, April 21, 2014
Back from Spring Break....
Last week was our Spring Break. We celebrated Noah's 5th birthday visiting the dinosaurs at the Field Museum. It was also a week of getting together with old and new friends. We hosted playdates with our pastor's wife, a college friend, and friends from the city. It was truly a busy week! I would have to say that I didn't really get physically rested during this week, but being able to have adult conversations with moms was priceless!
I have to say the favorite part of the week was the day I spent with just the boys. The day started with going to Noah's 5 year checkup with Ethan tagging along (Bethany went to the city with my husband). We then went to the library to read books and played on the computer. I let the boys choose to have lunch between Culver's and Wendy's and they chose Wendy's. During lunch, Ethan said something that surprised me. He said, "hmm, this is fun". I didn't think that doing "mundane" and "ordinary" things like going to doctors, library, and Wendy's would be "fun" for them. We also spent extra time at Wendy's putting together their kids' meal toys - monster truck with cardboard ramps.
That day was indeed fun and relaxing for us. It reminded me that we don't need to do extravagant things to impress our kids, to make ourselves look like fun parents. Kids just want to spend time with us, no matter what we're doing. When Noah wanted to do sticker book with me, he would tell me he likes it because he's doing it with me. So I need to remind myself that it's not "what" we do with our kids that is the most important, but the "time spent" with them.
I thank God for revealing this truth to me this past week.
I have to say the favorite part of the week was the day I spent with just the boys. The day started with going to Noah's 5 year checkup with Ethan tagging along (Bethany went to the city with my husband). We then went to the library to read books and played on the computer. I let the boys choose to have lunch between Culver's and Wendy's and they chose Wendy's. During lunch, Ethan said something that surprised me. He said, "hmm, this is fun". I didn't think that doing "mundane" and "ordinary" things like going to doctors, library, and Wendy's would be "fun" for them. We also spent extra time at Wendy's putting together their kids' meal toys - monster truck with cardboard ramps.
That day was indeed fun and relaxing for us. It reminded me that we don't need to do extravagant things to impress our kids, to make ourselves look like fun parents. Kids just want to spend time with us, no matter what we're doing. When Noah wanted to do sticker book with me, he would tell me he likes it because he's doing it with me. So I need to remind myself that it's not "what" we do with our kids that is the most important, but the "time spent" with them.
I thank God for revealing this truth to me this past week.
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Getting better...but still struggling
So after the recent breakdown, things had gotten somewhat better. My husband and I talked at lengths about formats for discipline, things that are working and not working. We find that grounding works better on Noah because he doesn't like to be alone, he would keep coming out of his room needing attention. However, Ethan's personality is different and enjoys his alone time, so it didn't impact him as much. I had to tell Ethan the "family time" he's missing from being grounded and that impacted him. He broke down and cried, saying he wanted to read to daddy.
I think that many times I get frustrated is due to my own expectations of the kids. The higher and more expectations I set out for the kids, the more disappointed and frustrated I feel. So what then? Do I not set high standards for them? I think I should still set the high standards, however, I need to also expect failures and regressions and accept them without overreacting. So often I have my highs when they're good and expect them to be good for a long time, when they don't, I allowed my emotions to get to me and bring myself down to a very low point.
I do believe this is a spiritual battle. I allow Satan to plant negative thoughts into my head, bringing myself down along with the kids. I would then view the kids in the most negative light beyond reason. I want to win this!
Dear God, I praise you for showing me my weakness. Thank you for Jesus who have defeated Satan and death when you died and rose again. Lord, I am so weak physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. I need your help! Give me strength that I need to overcome the fear of failure, the fear of ruining my kids. In Jesus name, take away any negative thoughts that are planted in my head and give me your word and wisdom. May I lead by example and not by mere words. May my words and actions honor and glorify you. In Jesus name. Amen.
I think that many times I get frustrated is due to my own expectations of the kids. The higher and more expectations I set out for the kids, the more disappointed and frustrated I feel. So what then? Do I not set high standards for them? I think I should still set the high standards, however, I need to also expect failures and regressions and accept them without overreacting. So often I have my highs when they're good and expect them to be good for a long time, when they don't, I allowed my emotions to get to me and bring myself down to a very low point.
I do believe this is a spiritual battle. I allow Satan to plant negative thoughts into my head, bringing myself down along with the kids. I would then view the kids in the most negative light beyond reason. I want to win this!
Dear God, I praise you for showing me my weakness. Thank you for Jesus who have defeated Satan and death when you died and rose again. Lord, I am so weak physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. I need your help! Give me strength that I need to overcome the fear of failure, the fear of ruining my kids. In Jesus name, take away any negative thoughts that are planted in my head and give me your word and wisdom. May I lead by example and not by mere words. May my words and actions honor and glorify you. In Jesus name. Amen.
Thursday, April 3, 2014
A breakdown
Yup...just like the post title says, I broke down today.
I have been bottling up a lot for the last few weeks, feeling very burdened with everything. I had even led a prayer meeting on "laboring" 2 weeks ago. I felt like everything I had to do as a homeschool mom was a labor and it weighed down on me so much. I found myself constantly signing every time I see the kids being disobedient or not paying attention when I taught. Even at times when they're just being playful, I saw that as annoying and couldn't stand it. Something wasn't right. As I was writing up the question for the prayer meeting, I found my answer to the question: Why do I feel this way? It is because I have been relying on my own strength too much. I have't gone to Jesus for help. I used my own wisdom to discipline, to teach, to do everything. I needed to get refreshed by His word and prayer but I didn't have the discipline to do so.
So back to today. The boys haven't been very good at listening this last week, especially during our bible lessons. I have been reading the stories from the curriculum, trying to use my own words when possible to train them to listen well. I could have drawn pictures on the board to make it easier for them, but the point was to train their listening and comprehension skills. However, every time I read to them, they are either spacing out or goofing off. I ALWAYS ended up repeating the stories a few times and they still wouldn't give me the right answers.
When this happened again this morning, I just got so angry and sent the boys up to their rooms. I then started crying and just couldn't stop for a long time. I felt like I was releasing all of the stress and burden I felt for the last few weeks. I was asking God what to do. My husband was kind enough to take over and talked to the boys. He grounded the boys in their rooms and could only come out for meals. No toys and no TV.
Later, I was told that when asked what "love" is, the boys gave answers like, "giving gifts", "hugs and kisses", etc. My husband reminded them "love" is sacrifice for others, not thinking about yourself, like God showed his love to us by sacrifice of Jesus. Ethan later drew a picture filled with hearts for me. I told him while I appreciate the gift, I would rather have him show love to him by obedience. I know this is not over, and we have a long way to go....
I have been bottling up a lot for the last few weeks, feeling very burdened with everything. I had even led a prayer meeting on "laboring" 2 weeks ago. I felt like everything I had to do as a homeschool mom was a labor and it weighed down on me so much. I found myself constantly signing every time I see the kids being disobedient or not paying attention when I taught. Even at times when they're just being playful, I saw that as annoying and couldn't stand it. Something wasn't right. As I was writing up the question for the prayer meeting, I found my answer to the question: Why do I feel this way? It is because I have been relying on my own strength too much. I have't gone to Jesus for help. I used my own wisdom to discipline, to teach, to do everything. I needed to get refreshed by His word and prayer but I didn't have the discipline to do so.
So back to today. The boys haven't been very good at listening this last week, especially during our bible lessons. I have been reading the stories from the curriculum, trying to use my own words when possible to train them to listen well. I could have drawn pictures on the board to make it easier for them, but the point was to train their listening and comprehension skills. However, every time I read to them, they are either spacing out or goofing off. I ALWAYS ended up repeating the stories a few times and they still wouldn't give me the right answers.
When this happened again this morning, I just got so angry and sent the boys up to their rooms. I then started crying and just couldn't stop for a long time. I felt like I was releasing all of the stress and burden I felt for the last few weeks. I was asking God what to do. My husband was kind enough to take over and talked to the boys. He grounded the boys in their rooms and could only come out for meals. No toys and no TV.
Later, I was told that when asked what "love" is, the boys gave answers like, "giving gifts", "hugs and kisses", etc. My husband reminded them "love" is sacrifice for others, not thinking about yourself, like God showed his love to us by sacrifice of Jesus. Ethan later drew a picture filled with hearts for me. I told him while I appreciate the gift, I would rather have him show love to him by obedience. I know this is not over, and we have a long way to go....
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